Your description here, try to keep it a certain length at least so that it fills up the box. One-liners won't look very pretty in an empty box.
Your description here, try to keep it a certain length at least so that it fills up the box. One-liners won't look very pretty in an empty box.
Your description here, try to keep it a certain length at least so that it fills up the box. One-liners won't look very pretty in an empty box. :)
Sunday, February 28, 2010
What a day and weekend. Haha, Harrison what in the world is wrong with you, didnt you just tell yourself that being able to eat lunch with her and spend time with her in school is fine for now? WHY in the world did you think of watching a movie with her? Spending time with her and eating lunch is enough! Stop thinking about all of this! There is Claire trying to tell you to take care of yourseld and do your best and there you are asking her out for a movie? What in the world has gotten into your mind. She might just take everything away from you! Hmm.
What am I really trying to do? I don't really know. I guess every couple has their own problems and we are no exception. Maybe I m really playful and that I just wanted to go out and have fun. Maybe I should keep my mind more focused on work, or else she might think that I m not focused again. Haha. This is all so difficult, I really do not know how she really feels. Is she really ok with just pulling herself out or that she is doing this just coz her parents don't want her to? She has a plan- to bring me home at the end of the year. And I have to make sure her parents do not dislike me. Why is everything so hard. Sometimes school is already giving me enough stress, why in the world did I pick up this for myself? Did I really make the right choice? I really love her! Maybe I will laugh at this when i see it the next time, but I really do! At least for now I know, so what in the world am I really suppose to do? Just be happy I guess? Stop thinking about going out with her and stuff, lunches will just be great :) Stay happy Harrison!
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Thursday, February 25, 2010
Woah so long since i blogged. Realised I really need a way to let out how I feel sometimes and really to just type everything out. I guess for my relationship with Claire, its kind of moving on to a new stage. I don't really know what to say, I mean, I don't even know if I m immature or what. Things are just passing so fast and people are just adding stress, parents, teachers. Is it wrong to get affected? To be in a relationship? As long as we know what we are doing isnt it just fine? Why must we put up so much sanctions on ourselves, to keep that distance. Cant go out and stuff, we already don't have the time, why do we have to put up measures to stop them even more. Sometimes, going out or going for Council seems like the best escape route for me. But all these things are just going to end in a blink of an eye. 2 more worksessions and 1 more camp and that's it, Council is more or less over. You are stressed? Aren't I stressed too, all I wanna do is to just help, to do what I can. When you said you wanted to go for the concert I bought the tickets as quickly as I could and I kept asking you to ask your Dad. The fact that you said you werent keen on going really hurts. Why should I spend 20 bucks and like have nothing in the end. Sell the tickets, I go around selling the tix? Talk about ego, maybe mine is really big. I don't go around selling tix and when ppl ask, am I suppose to say that my gf cant go with me. I m just gonna give it away or something. Nvm. Just wanted to help. Just hope you will let me know whenever you are down and that you know I m there. Haha...
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